:'(

I miss Cheerful.  He was my best friend and now he is gone. I didn't want to lose him but I didn't want him to suffer either and he was. My poor little boy. Helplessness is what I felt all day yesterday. I keep thinking about his pain that he was in yesterday. But now he's not in pain just happy and heathly. He's in a better place and he lived a long happy, heathly life. Cheerful, I wish I could hold you, pat you and kiss you just one more time but thank you for all the time you gave me and mom and dad. You were the best cat in the world and my best friend. I will always love you and I will never ever forget you.

COLD!!!

So I'll start off by saying, when me and my father go by ourself ANY where something always happens. Bad, good, and always funny!

So today him and I went for a ride to Abol to enjoy this lovely wonderful day of sun. The ride up was fine. I even stopped at the store to get my favorite soda in the world from Linda. I also talked to her about working up there this summer which is gonna most likely happen. Anyways, on the way back I wanted to get pictures of the mountain. Which I did get two on the bridge that came out good. Dad was like you should get some at Compus Pond. I was like yeah I usually get good ones there. Well as some of you know, there are three places you can stop to see the mountain. The first stop on the way back was the culvets and that really wasn't a good place so we went to the next opening where the big pond was and where you usually see all the moose and the only way to get a nice picture was to go out onto the pond and I was like no I don't feel like being in a foot of snow with my black shoes that has no backs to them. So the last place was where on one side of the road there are tons of dead trees and on the other the mountain. On that side there was also a snowmobile track. There were actually two ways. On the right side was a perfect straight stretch with nothing in the way and on the left there was a big rock. WELL I went the rock side and was like how am I gonna get down? I stepped forward and yeah I was up to my right knee in snow I was like great. Then all of a sudden I was like yeah I'm gonna fall, so I did a superman dive into the snow. I got up and was like damn I'm FREEZING! My shoes were falling off and I stood up with one shoe on and one off. I was like after all this I am gonna get that picture so I started walking forward and realized I had NO camera! My camera is buried some where in the snow. Also I checked my pocket and my CELL is MISSING! It fell in the snow also! So I had to search for both of those things. Oh remember how I said I was with my father? Might be wondering where he is huh? Well after I fell and looked up he was like you ok? I'm like kinda and he was like ok and DROVE OFF to get a NICKLE (bottle)!!!! I was like thanks Dad I could've been seriously hurt and all you cared about was the damn nickle! But all in all it was a good funny time again. Still cold and wet. My phone and camera still work so thats all I care about. Alright I'm gone.. Hahaha!

very sad... :-(

I miss Jamie so much.. This is just so not fair. RIP Jamie Lea Linscott 1/31/86-1/25/07

Never gone, Never Far
In my heart is where you are
Always close every day
Every step along the way
Even though for now we have to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone

-Backstreet Boys, Never Gone